If you pay attention, you may have noticed the frequency of these messages becoming less…frequent. Sometimes we all go through certain struggles and challenges in doing things we think are important, and i am going through some of those struggles in my spiritual life right now. You might say I’m in a “dry spell”, a rut. Not much is getting my attention these days. It doesn’t mean it’s not still a priority to me, I am still spending my same time devoted to prayer and study every day. It just means I need to get through it somehow, get to the other side, have an epiphany of sorts, maybe a Eureka! moment. Whatever it is, I’m convinced the way through does not involve foregoing my prayer and meditation time.
That being said, I did have a moment in my church a week ago. Our pastor shared in his message something regarding Mephibosheth, son of Jonathan, son of King Saul and friend of King David, so now I’m going to share this with you.
Just a quick backstory, David and Jonathan were kind of like best fiends, as much of best friends as you can be when Jonathan’s father wanted nothing more than to see David dead. In fact, the Bible tells us that you could say Jonathan loved David as he loved himself – “Then Jonathan made a covenant with David, because he loved him as his own soul.” 1 Samuel 18:3 ESV. Ultimately, King Saul and Jonathan both perish in the same battle (read about that in 1 Samual 31), and David is then anointed King of Judah (2 Samuel 2), then all of Israel (2 Samuel 5).
Fast forward again, David has won many battles and is having great success as King. But he never forgets his friend Jonathan. And David said, “Is there still anyone left of the house of Saul, that I may show him kindness for Jonathan’s sake? Ultimately this question is answered by Ziba, a former servant of King Saul. Ziba said to the king, “There is still a son of Jonathan; he is crippled in his feet.” So David sends for Mephibosheth, son of Jonathan. And you might imagine what’s going through the mind of Mephibosheth as the kings servants come calling. In these days, it was normal for an incoming king to eliminate all potential threats to his crown. As an heir in the line of King Saul, Mephibosheth may have been seen as such a threat. So he probably thought it was curtains for him when King David sent for him. Why else would the king be calling?
And Mephibosheth the son of Jonathan, son of Saul, came to David and fell on his face and paid homage. And David said, “Mephibosheth!” And he answered, “Behold, I am your servant.” And David said to him, “Do not fear, for I will show you kindness for the sake of your father Jonathan, and I will restore to you all the land of Saul your father, and you shall eat at my table always.”
Do not fear David tells Mephibosheth. Sounds like the angel of the Lord, or Jesus himself, all those time we are told Don’t be afraid. So Do not fear. Not only am I not going to kill you, but I’m going to restore all the land that belonged to your grandfather. I’m going to give all that you once had and thought you would have. All that was lost when you lost your father and grandfather that day. All that you could not acquire for yourself because of the accident that left you crippled. Just because i loved your father Jonathan, I will show kindness to you, and you shall eat at my table always.
And he paid homage and said, “What is your servant, that you should show regard for a dead dog such as I? I am hearing echoes of the psalms of David where it says to us “what is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him?” Psalms 8:4 ESV. Who is Mephibosheth, but a crippled man hiding from the king out of fear. What is man but a crippled spirit, hiding from the King out of fear of not being good enough, trying to convince ourselves that we are equal with Him? Who is Mephibosheth that the King would seek him out for such extravagant treatment, that he might have all he would have had. Who are we that God would seek us out while we are lost, while we are rebellious, and so extravagantly give of Himself that we might be restored to Himself? That we might have all and be all that we were meant to?
And here’s the point my pastor made with this story – that we are all Mephibosheth. We all are called by the king, yet when we come before him we come in fear and trembling, because we know what we deserve, yet we are told Don’t be afraid. We limp before the king, crippled, battered and bruised by life. We come before him and know that we are poor in spirit. We limp before the king, expecting an angry God who wants to strike us down in the lightning cloud, and instead he invites to his table.
So Mephibosheth lived in Jerusalem, for he ate always at the king’s table. Now he was lame in both his feet. And we sit at the table. We sit at the King’s table, and we share a meal with him. We bring our pain, our shame, our limp, our hurts, our habits, our hang ups.
We are called to the Kings table, but we can barely walk to get to it, can barely bring ourselves to approach. We’ve heard the judgement, we’ve been told we don’t belong, we thought there was a gate around the table, and no way were we getting a key. But the King calls, and we just focus on that.
We don’t know what to expect when we get there. But not only does the King invite us go the table, always, to share a meal, but we get there and find that our King has become the meal. “And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” And likewise the cup after they had eaten, saying, “This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.” Luke 22:19-20 ESV.
So the invitation stands, the meal is always available. We thought he would strike us down for all that was in our hearts, but instead of taking our lives, as we so expected and continue to expect, he gave up his own. He gave up his own flesh and his own blood, gave us a new covenant. And just as King David remembered his covenant with Jonathan and looked for anyone from the house of Saul to show kindness to, so we remember God’s covenant with Abraham, and Jesus’ blood of the covenant, and we can know that he will always remember to show us kindness to his children. We are always welcome at our King’s table.
And so I will remember. Even though it’s been a struggle, I, like Mephibosheth, will always eat at the Kings table. Doesn’t matter how I feel at the moment, doesn’t matter what someone says about me, doesn’t matter what you think about me. It only matter what King Jesus says, and he says come to his table, and do this in remembrance of me. I may be crippled, I might barely be able to get myself to the table, but my seat is saved. I have my seat, and I will eat at the king’s table forever. And i will keep coming to the table, spending time with the King in his word. And maybe if I listen closely I will hear him say don’t be afraid…you shall eat at my table always.
“And David said, “Is there still anyone left of the house of Saul, that I may show him kindness for Jonathan’s sake?” Now there was a servant of the house of Saul whose name was Ziba, and they called him to David. And the king said to him, “Are you Ziba?” And he said, “I am your servant.” And the king said, “Is there not still someone of the house of Saul, that I may show the kindness of God to him?” Ziba said to the king, “There is still a son of Jonathan; he is crippled in his feet.” The king said to him, “Where is he?” And Ziba said to the king, “He is in the house of Machir the son of Ammiel, at Lo-debar.” Then King David sent and brought him from the house of Machir the son of Ammiel, at Lo-debar. And Mephibosheth the son of Jonathan, son of Saul, came to David and fell on his face and paid homage. And David said, “Mephibosheth!” And he answered, “Behold, I am your servant.” And David said to him, “Do not fear, for I will show you kindness for the sake of your father Jonathan, and I will restore to you all the land of Saul your father, and you shall eat at my table always.” And he paid homage and said, “What is your servant, that you should show regard for a dead dog such as I?” Then the king called Ziba, Saul’s servant, and said to him, “All that belonged to Saul and to all his house I have given to your master’s grandson. And you and your sons and your servants shall till the land for him and shall bring in the produce, that your master’s grandson may have bread to eat. But Mephibosheth your master’s grandson shall always eat at my table.” Now Ziba had fifteen sons and twenty servants. Then Ziba said to the king, “According to all that my lord the king commands his servant, so will your servant do.” So Mephibosheth ate at David’s table, like one of the king’s sons. And Mephibosheth had a young son, whose name was Mica. And all who lived in Ziba’s house became Mephibosheth’s servants. So Mephibosheth lived in Jerusalem, for he ate always at the king’s table. Now he was lame in both his feet.”
2 Samuel 9:1-13 ESV
“Jonathan, the son of Saul, had a son who was crippled in his feet. He was five years old when the news about Saul and Jonathan came from Jezreel, and his nurse took him up and fled, and as she fled in her haste, he fell and became lame. And his name was Mephibosheth.”
2 Samuel 4:4 ESV
“Then Jonathan made a covenant with David, because he loved him as his own soul.”
1 Samuel 18:3 ESV